Chapter I: As I Drew Breath Again
Gladiator
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Chapter I: As I Drew Breath Again
"Do your demons, do they ever let you go, when you've tried, do they hide, deep inside, is it someone that you know?"
- Ronnie James Dio
Charred.
Burnt out from the inside. All I felt was pain. In the very marrow of my bones flowed power like magma. I had become something else.
This power wasn't anything like I was used to. It wasn't the d̶̗̂̿̽̕a̶̳̪̦̽͗͊͜͜͠ṛ̶̯͔̩̀̚k̵̺̥̠̞͜͠ ̸̟̇̚s̸̻͚̖̲̓̒i̴̟͕̮͊̍̀͑̑d̷̠̼͆̑̕͠e̴̦̦͐͝. It wasn't even the l̶̟̗͔͛̇̊̐̂i̷̫̥̮̣̮̇̏̈̀̅͝g̸̜͇̩̈́̆̓̈̐̃̇̔̈͗ḩ̵͔̬̥̪̙͒̀͐͂̉̎̓̒̑̕t̶̞̘̘̼̫̠̋̾͌̽̀͋̎͊͜ ̷̙̤̤͐̓́̓s̷͈͓͖̪͔̤̥͔̺̄̀̓̈́͌͒i̷̢̨̘̠̱̪̫̒̑͐͛̌̋̍̍̋̕d̶̢̡̙̗͉̼̠̙͉̄̔e̷̹̟̭̜͌̒̂͝͝ͅ. It was simply the f̸̨̨̢̧͙̙̰̪̩̣͙̬̤̻͈̙̻̖͎̊̑̊͂̆̋͊̌̾͊͘̚͝ͅo̸̬̬̳͛͆̒̂̈́͐r̶̡̝̻̪̮͔͚̲̬̤̻̰̫̙͖̪̞̪͓̰̘̟̦̒͐̆̈́̋́ć̸̛̭̪̭͖͚̘͌͒̎͌̆̋͑͌͘ę̸̢͇̟͕̖̹̜̥͉̯̮̭̖̖̬͇̃͛́̈́̇̔̅͛̉̎̀̂́͑̐͛͌͒̋̈̋͗̒͂̕̕͠͝͠͠. The way it was supposed to be. Untouched by anyone or anything.
Pure. Incorruptible. The overarching power by which the universe was governed. Where all things became connected. Where things became set in stone.
Including my death.
I saw it. It was in front of me. This was it. I had a choice. Either I sacrificed myself, or I would become that monster's pet.
I chose my freedom. I chose the r̴̡͇͉͙̼͔͈̻̣̃͌̆̄̕̕͘͠ẻ̶̡̼̦̜͔̒́̒̋b̸̛̖̬̠͈̫͗̌è̸̞̙̥̱l̸̤̹̽́̄́̍́͂s̷̳̃́̾̌̌.
I chose J̴̰̼̣̝̰̪͗̈́͋͘u̷̧̞̻̤̝͇̹̰̾̀͂̈́̈́̊͜͝͝n̶̻͉̅̐́̌͐͂ǫ̴̨̦̥͉̦͙͍͕͚̌̊͛͋͝.̵̨̝͓͖̼̦̮͆̌̏̓̎̽͆̇̕͠
“In doing so he has become more powerful than we can possibly imagine.”
I could hear his voice as I began to drift away into the embrace of the f̸̨̨̢̧͙̙̰̪̩̣͙̬̤̻͈̙̻̖͎̊̑̊͂̆̋͊̌̾͊͘̚͝ͅo̸̬̬̳͛͆̒̂̈́͐r̶̡̝̻̪̮͔͚̲̬̤̻̰̫̙͖̪̞̪͓̰̘̟̦̒͐̆̈́̋́ć̸̛̭̪̭͖͚̘͌͒̎͌̆̋͑͌͘ę̸̢͇̟͕̖̹̜̥͉̯̮̭̖̖̬͇̃͛́̈́̇̔̅͛̉̎̀̂́͑̐͛͌͒̋̈̋͗̒͂̕̕͠͝͠͠. I felt my body disappearing as I was submerged into the white current.
I was lost in it but I wasn't dead. Not yet.
I muster what power I had left in my broken body, and reach out for anything. Anywhere I could find respite, and perhaps heal from this.
It was a fool's errand. In this state I could hardly even recall my own name.
I had to try. If only for my friends.
If only for her.
I grasp hold of it. A possibility. The shatter point where things could change. I don't let go of it, and I feel myself hurled across the ether. Through realities. Through dimensions.
Pasts, and futures. Diverging timelines.
A galaxy that was so far, far away.
I hit the ground with a sickening crunch, and the darkness takes my mind from me.
"We have a John Doe here. The burns are severe. It's like someone force fed him an intravenous with hydrochloric acid. How is this person even alive?" There were people surrounding my bed. "He was brought in by a man named Nero, and his girlfriend by the name of Kyrie. Apparently they cooled him down with some liquid nitrogen. I am not sure how he survived that either. I have absolutely no idea what I am supposed to do with this! There is no way we can save him--"
I spit in the man's face. The blood coating his glasses.
It was even sizzling.
"I will be... the judge... of that." I growl. "I am not dying in this bed." I reach for something I wasn't sure what but it began to heal my less severe wounds. "Get to work."
"Alright, great! Another freak. He better not be a demon like last time because I swear--"
"It's great!" I was still on crutches. Honestly, I am not sure how I survived either. I was covered in badges, and there was a cast around my left leg, and my right arm. "What more could I ask for? A warm bed, and a ceiling over my head? It's a steal."
I felt like I was taking advantage of her.
"You didn't have to do all of this though. I can find my own place--"
"Do you have any money?"
"No, but I can find a job--"
"In your condition? You're barely clinging to life as is. You need someplace where you can heal. It's alright. Nero makes enough for all of us."
I couldn't help the feeling of shame.
"I'm not some deadbeat. When I get better? Just tell me what you need done around here. I can help clean, and cook. If you need something fixed? I will try to figure something out. Whatever you need. I will make it up to you."
I swear her smile could brighten up anyone's day.
"I will keep that in mind."
“I am doing great.” I don't bother to turn around and face him. I focus on the sink in front of me. There were a few stubborn stains that refused to go away. “How's Kyrie?”
“She's putting the kids to bed.” I hear him walk up beside me. He rolls up his sleeves, and grabs a few dishes. A sponge in his left hand, and his right hand...
Yeah, I never could get used to that. I felt a shiver run down my spine. I always felt something was wrong about it. It was a familiar kind of wrong.
It always gave me a headache.
“So... you remember anything yet?” The man's name was Nero, and I owed him my life.
“No.” I lie. There were bits and pieces coming back but nothing important. I still couldn't even remember my name. “ I'm just another John Doe.”
He frowns at that but continues to help me wash the dishes.
“Are you sure that's it?”
He could see through the lie. I knew he could. I could feel it. I knew that's what he was thinking. I don't know how but I knew.
“I...” I put aside one of the plates. “I have been hearing things lately.”
He raises a brow at that.
“What kind of things?”
“Secrets.”
I turn, and face him. “Feelings. Emotions, and impressions. It's hard to describe.” I close my eyes. “I get glimpses sometimes. It's not of the past. It's like I am seeing the future. My future.” My face scrunches in frustration. “I can see your past but I can't see my own.”
“It sounds like you might be hallucinating--”
“When Dante gave you the Yamato why exactly did you think that was?”
I hear the shattering of a plate.
“How did you know that?” There is something dangerous in his voice. There was a tinge of suspicion.
“I told you, Nero. I have been hearing things. I have been seeing things. It was in my dreams mostly but it's gotten worse. It's every day now even when I am awake.” I lean against the sink. “I don't know what I am. I don't even know if I am a human being.” Those demons... perhaps I was one of them?
“You're human.” It was after a pause that he answered me. “I would have sensed it otherwise.”
“The Devil Bringer?” I nod my head. It would have reacted to any demonic power.
“Yeah, the Devil Bringer.” He goes back to washing the dishes. “I guess I am not the only weirdo in this house anymore.”
“No, you're not.” I smile. “So, you up for some sparring later? I am feeling better now. I could probably go a round or two.”
“I think you need to rest. The last time you almost got yourself killed.”
It was an agonizingly slow process. I hadn't healed completely. I still felt like I had been hallowed out by something. It wasn't just my memories. My body was in shambles.
I had almost died when they found me on their doorstep. Just outside their orphanage.
I was a bloody mess. The broken bones were nothing compared to the fact I had almost been cooked alive. I had a temperature of over two-thousand degrees Fahrenheit. My brain should have melted. Along with the rest of my body.
There was something that kept me alive. I am still not sure what but I could feel it.
It was everywhere. It was in everyplace. It didn't matter where I was. It was there.
It was suffocating. I couldn't escape it.
“What the--” I feel someone catching me as I collapse to the floor. “Damn it, Kyrie call the ambulance!”
Ģ̴̧̠̫͖̱̘͔̍̌͑̑͜ͅa̷̟͛̈́̅͐̔́͊̃̏͐͂̕l̸̢͑é̸̡̨͇̜̹͓̳̘̱̮̲͊͑̽̾̈́́̐̒̍̅̈́̍̄͝ͅͅn̷̡̻̜̝̪̲͈͓̰̰̭̞̠̠̄͋́̍ ̸̝̞̯̙̼͍̟͉̣̏͗͠M̷̨̛͚̳̜̝̙̗̰͓̲̋̍͛͆̏̊̂̃̾̆̊a̴̜̦̕ͅŗ̶̼͙͔̬̣̗̹͍̯̭̦͂͂ͅȩ̷̧̛͍̰̺̰̲̲̮͇͙̱̈́̏̌͌͆̉̎̉̏͂͘͝k̷̡͈̱̱͔̦̫͓͖̬̲̙̱̒̽͠ͅ
A voice? I could hear a voice. I felt a surge of fury. I hated this person more than anyone else.
T̵̝̙̫̿͌̓̎̓̔͐͋̀̚h̵͙͔̯̟̾͛̀̀͌͝a̷̝̓͗̔͋̊̊̓̀̀͛̄̚̚t̶̨̡̘̫̭̆̎̓ ̸̧̰̪͙̤̲̅̈́͌̏̅̔̈͂̃͗̄͝i̶̛̛̺̤͛̇̂̒̈́̀̉̂̓͆̒̄̕s̴̛̛͖̰̤̯̹̙̯̯̠̫̝͓̘͑̓̒̇͂͐̇͑̃͝͠ ̷̥̟̥̜̪̅̀̀̂̿̈́̉̓̋̓ý̸̥̻͋̈́̈ǫ̸̠̱̜͑̾̅̈́̎̓̆̌͘ư̷̪͎̱̩͔̩͖͑́̑̊̈͌̄̀̃̄͒͗r̷̨̛͎̜̬̦͈͕͙̓̽͂̄̀̒̐̏̇̌̀͒͝͝ ̵͚̥̟̆̐͜͜n̸̢̮̣̳̙͔̤̝̘͎͒͌͘ȁ̷̭͉͓̮̘̩̗̪̲̙̂͛̈͒̚͝͝m̶̛͚̻̹̩̥̤͕̾̈́̐̏̊͆̈́̌̃̎̒͘e̸̠̮̤̤͌̀̒̆̊̒.̶̞͚͈͍͍͖̆̕͜
“You bastard! You took everything from me!”
I lost everything because of that man. My... master.
“D-Darth Vader.” I ground the words out. If I had looked in the mirror I would have seen my eyes flash a brilliant amber. “I will kill you.”
I fade back into that abyss. It was threatening to devour my very soul.
I̶̠͚̝̩͍̼̰̮̫̊͌̊̌͌͜͜'̸̢̢̣̻̬͇̯̹̘̜͕̮̯͉̹͙̰̺̥͂̔͒̈͊͐̏̌͆̂̾̓̽̍̂͊̂̇̽͝m̸̧͚̹̮̣͕͔̉͒͑̎̏̍͛̎̈́̐̓̏̄͘ ̷̞̺͍̝̜̪̟̤͖̻͈̗̱̣̻̘̐͋̈́̕ͅś̷̨͇͕͙̞͎̼̞̗̩͓̰̖̤̐́̌͗̑̅̂͋̈̄̂̇͛̆̑͛̄͌̈́̏̏̋̆̚o̷̲̹̘͚̼̱̦͍̳͎̗̭̗̫̍̓̾̆͛̄̿̈͐̚ŗ̴̧̯͇̻̥̝̺͔͍̜͓̭̤̺͓̼͙̹͓̗̗͙̜̇̅̾̓͐̍̄̈́̿̽̔̾̀̏͆̽͘͝r̶̨͎̲̞̰̺͇̙̟̩̺̺͉̬̠͔͔̮̘̤̠̟̤̱̰̟̻͔̬̀͐̆̅͊̎̓̆̓̑̎̑̊̏͐̈́̈́̿͆͛̚͘͘͠͠ŷ̵̨̨̨̬̦̼̭͇̦̺̤̭̝͖̬̩͖̯̯̩̈̑̀̆̂̒̏́̊̏̕͝.̵̢̢̛̮̙͓̻͚̟̰̝̻̘̞̫̖͈̓͐̃̓̾̈́͌̅̆͊̑͂͌̋̓̅̈͋͊̌̄̔͆̾͌̚
<<X>>This was the second time I found myself in the hospital. The first time I didn't think I was going to make it. They had to employ some drastic measures to cool my body that time. By making use of liquid nitrogen. Of course the problem was getting anywhere near my body with that kind of temperature.
It wasn't a problem for Nero. He dealt with worse before.
As I said before I owed the man my life.
Comparatively, I was much better off now. A mild temperature of a hundred and four. The headache was the worst part.
However, the painkillers took care of that quickly.
When I push myself back out of the bed. I could already feel the rest of them here. Nero, and Kyrie. They were asleep.
Did they really stay here overnight? I shake my head, and I couldn't help but let my face break into a grin. I was lucky that I found friends like them.
“Galen Marek.” I experiment with the name. It was mine. I was sure of that. “Galen Marek.”
Darth Vader.
I grab my head.
How could I have forgotten about him?
“What else is there?” It was still murky. I knew he was important to me. I hated him but there was another feeling.
Reverence. Worship.
He was my master. I served him dutifully.
I shouldn't have. I feel that same burning sensation in my chest. That hatred was directed inwards this time. At myself.
I did horrible things. I knew that much.
“I just wish I could remember what they were.” I stand up, and grab a blanket from the closet. I move towards the duo. Nero was snoring but his Devil Bringer was tightly clasped around Kyrie's hands. They were leaning into each other.
Dead asleep.
I cover them with the blanket. They would catch a cold otherwise like that.
“I have a name!” I smirk. “Guess I am not a John Doe anymore.” There was something that sounded like relief in my voice.
I was somebody again.
“It's a good name. I think?”
I swing the sword a few times. It was a remnant of the Order of the Sword. One of the mass produced blades they used. It wasn't anything as elaborate as Red Queen but I made due. I was sparring with the devil hunter, and I was getting better.
I could remember the forms in my head. They were coming back to me. The Juyo variant of Form VII for acrobatics and aggressive offense not unlike Ataru from Form IV but not as restrained when utilizing the dark side, and the Shien variant of Form V for defensive and coordinated maneuvers. I excelled in both but I couldn't say I was a master in all forms of dueling.
My master made sure I at least knew the basics of all of them. It was useful for hunting the remaining members of the Jedi Order. I couldn't go unprepared against any of them.
“You've certainly gotten better.” I was actually holding my own. If it wasn't for his demonic power? I would be pushing him back.
I had to test myself. How far exactly could I go now? I was crippled but not completely.
In the first time for what seems like forever. I allow the force to flow through my body, and I become the instrument of it.
“Stop holding back, Nero. If you don't I might hurt you.”
He tilts his head, and gives me a cocky grin.
“Yeah, sure--”
I don't let him finish before I become a blur. The force greatly accelerating my movements beyond that of any human being. When my sword clashes against Red Queen's edge? The devil hunter is hurled backwards surprised by the force of the blow.
He underestimated my power.
“What the hell was that?” The devil hunter pulls himself out of the new hole in the wall.
“You remember how I am psychic? Well, I can do more than just read minds or tell you your fortune. I can make myself faster, and stronger.” I dash forwards clearing the distance between myself, and the young man. “I can even--” I slam my palm against his chest. The force explodes outwards knocking the air out of the devil hunter's lungs, and sending him tumbling out of the garage. “--do this to you.”
“So, you're telekinetic?” He coughs. “Interesting.” The Devil Bringer begins to glow, and a spectral hand hurls itself forward. I leap backwards, and allow my instincts to take hold.
Any distractions would be a mistake. I couldn't afford to think. I didn't have the time. I simply had to let the force guide my movements. I had to let it become an extension of myself.
After all, it was. It existed within and without. It surrounded, and penetrated. It kept the world from falling apart.
Rahm Kota had a great deal of wisdom to share.
I was becoming myself again but I was changed. Juno most of all saved me--
That was when a ghostly fist propelled me through a brick wall.
It seems that I had forgotten my own advice.
“Ouch.” I was laid flat on my back. I groan but manage to get back up. I look through the hole in the wall. Nero had a cheeky grin. “You know, this could have been someone's house.”
“Not after everything that happened but you already know that don't you?” The devil hunter approaches me. Red Queen levied onto his shoulders.
“Yeah, I do.” The corruption within the Order of the Sword. Sanctus, and his hunger for demonic power. It was the same regardless of where I went. There would always be people like that.
I am a blur as I swing the sword upwards, and deflect several bullets from Blue Rose. The devil hunter was starting to take me more seriously. He was treading the waters just like I was.
In order to test what my limits were.
Admittedly, I don't think I am as powerful as I used to be. The damage I had done to myself might even be irreversible.
It would have to be enough.
I make use of that frustration, and turn it into power. As electricity crackles around my fingers, and erupts forward as lightning from my fingertips.
Nero is surprised but only for a moment, and he brings up his Devil Bringer to shield himself from the blast of electricity. The ghostly specter of an arm materializing in front of him.
It doesn't stop it. The blast of lightning tears through it, and forces the young man through at least a dozen buildings.
I drop the sword in my stupor. I wasn't expecting it to be that powerful.
“Nero, are you okay?” I run towards him but long before I can reach him I am blown back by an explosion of demonic energy.
“Not bad.” His voice was distorted. His eyes were glowing a bright carmine. A figure stood behind him. It wasn't just some ghastly appendage anymore. It was a demon.
I felt it again. The dark side.
Perhaps demons were but another manifestation of it? A product of the dark side in their underworld.
Their hell.
I could only theorize on what exactly the truth was. It didn't help that my memories were still a convoluted mess.
I close my eyes. I felt for it.
It fell into this world clenched tightly in my hand. I reach outwards, and from the orphanage my lightsaber flies back into my hand.
“I should be more serious about this myself.” I turn it on. It was Rahm Kota's lightsaber but I had exchanged the crystal for another. The cerulean blade hisses to life. The weapon could cut through nearly anything. In the right hands not even phrik could stop it.
I wasn't sure I was that powerful anymore but I was once. Perhaps I could be again.
“Is that--” Nero looks disbelievingly at my weapon. “--is that a fucking laser sword?”
“Yes, it is a fucking laser sword!” I look at the weapon, and for the first time I enjoy the sight of it. Before it only reminded me of everything I lost. “You can't have it. It's mine.”
Now it reminded me of the friends I gained.
The blade crackles with electricity. As the dark side flows through it. I move, and the building I am in explodes.
The gravel beneath my feet erupting from the epicenter of the shock-wave, and showering the dilapidated buildings around me in shrapnel. I move so quickly that the world around me seems to slow to a crawl.
The devil hunter tosses Red Queen aside, and reaches for his katana. Yamato. The sword that had separated the human world from the demon world.
It was thousands of years ago but for these people it must have felt like yesterday. What with all these demons running amok.
Assuming an Iaidō stance? The devil hunter is ready for me. He quickly unsheathes his weapon the moment I am in reach, and my light-saber clangs against it. As we cross swords? Whatever magical properties of the blade kept it safe from my lightsaber. It would not let me through. I allow the force to fill every fiber of my being, and I push harder.
A normal person would have been reduced to paste.
Not this devil hunter. No, he was cut from a different cloth than the rest. Instead he pushes back. The demonic power desperately trying to match the endless reservoir that is the force.
There was but one problem. Both of our bodies had their limits.
That is when we crash, and fall to the ground. Almost destroyed by the very power we wielded against each other.
“Uh, how about...” He pants. Absolutely exhausted. “W-We call this a tie?”
“Nonsense, I won!” I hack a wad of blood into my hand. “Clearly.” I start to wheeze. My everything was acting up. Is that one of my kidneys starting to fail?
“Really?”
He gives me an annoyed look. As if to say he wasn't buying it for a second.
“Alright, fine. A tie.”
"Do your demons, do they ever let you go, when you've tried, do they hide, deep inside, is it someone that you know?"
- Ronnie James Dio
Charred.
Burnt out from the inside. All I felt was pain. In the very marrow of my bones flowed power like magma. I had become something else.
This power wasn't anything like I was used to. It wasn't the d̶̗̂̿̽̕a̶̳̪̦̽͗͊͜͜͠ṛ̶̯͔̩̀̚k̵̺̥̠̞͜͠ ̸̟̇̚s̸̻͚̖̲̓̒i̴̟͕̮͊̍̀͑̑d̷̠̼͆̑̕͠e̴̦̦͐͝. It wasn't even the l̶̟̗͔͛̇̊̐̂i̷̫̥̮̣̮̇̏̈̀̅͝g̸̜͇̩̈́̆̓̈̐̃̇̔̈͗ḩ̵͔̬̥̪̙͒̀͐͂̉̎̓̒̑̕t̶̞̘̘̼̫̠̋̾͌̽̀͋̎͊͜ ̷̙̤̤͐̓́̓s̷͈͓͖̪͔̤̥͔̺̄̀̓̈́͌͒i̷̢̨̘̠̱̪̫̒̑͐͛̌̋̍̍̋̕d̶̢̡̙̗͉̼̠̙͉̄̔e̷̹̟̭̜͌̒̂͝͝ͅ. It was simply the f̸̨̨̢̧͙̙̰̪̩̣͙̬̤̻͈̙̻̖͎̊̑̊͂̆̋͊̌̾͊͘̚͝ͅo̸̬̬̳͛͆̒̂̈́͐r̶̡̝̻̪̮͔͚̲̬̤̻̰̫̙͖̪̞̪͓̰̘̟̦̒͐̆̈́̋́ć̸̛̭̪̭͖͚̘͌͒̎͌̆̋͑͌͘ę̸̢͇̟͕̖̹̜̥͉̯̮̭̖̖̬͇̃͛́̈́̇̔̅͛̉̎̀̂́͑̐͛͌͒̋̈̋͗̒͂̕̕͠͝͠͠. The way it was supposed to be. Untouched by anyone or anything.
Pure. Incorruptible. The overarching power by which the universe was governed. Where all things became connected. Where things became set in stone.
Including my death.
I saw it. It was in front of me. This was it. I had a choice. Either I sacrificed myself, or I would become that monster's pet.
I chose my freedom. I chose the r̴̡͇͉͙̼͔͈̻̣̃͌̆̄̕̕͘͠ẻ̶̡̼̦̜͔̒́̒̋b̸̛̖̬̠͈̫͗̌è̸̞̙̥̱l̸̤̹̽́̄́̍́͂s̷̳̃́̾̌̌.
I chose J̴̰̼̣̝̰̪͗̈́͋͘u̷̧̞̻̤̝͇̹̰̾̀͂̈́̈́̊͜͝͝n̶̻͉̅̐́̌͐͂ǫ̴̨̦̥͉̦͙͍͕͚̌̊͛͋͝.̵̨̝͓͖̼̦̮͆̌̏̓̎̽͆̇̕͠
“In doing so he has become more powerful than we can possibly imagine.”
I could hear his voice as I began to drift away into the embrace of the f̸̨̨̢̧͙̙̰̪̩̣͙̬̤̻͈̙̻̖͎̊̑̊͂̆̋͊̌̾͊͘̚͝ͅo̸̬̬̳͛͆̒̂̈́͐r̶̡̝̻̪̮͔͚̲̬̤̻̰̫̙͖̪̞̪͓̰̘̟̦̒͐̆̈́̋́ć̸̛̭̪̭͖͚̘͌͒̎͌̆̋͑͌͘ę̸̢͇̟͕̖̹̜̥͉̯̮̭̖̖̬͇̃͛́̈́̇̔̅͛̉̎̀̂́͑̐͛͌͒̋̈̋͗̒͂̕̕͠͝͠͠. I felt my body disappearing as I was submerged into the white current.
I was lost in it but I wasn't dead. Not yet.
I muster what power I had left in my broken body, and reach out for anything. Anywhere I could find respite, and perhaps heal from this.
It was a fool's errand. In this state I could hardly even recall my own name.
I had to try. If only for my friends.
If only for her.
I grasp hold of it. A possibility. The shatter point where things could change. I don't let go of it, and I feel myself hurled across the ether. Through realities. Through dimensions.
Pasts, and futures. Diverging timelines.
A galaxy that was so far, far away.
I hit the ground with a sickening crunch, and the darkness takes my mind from me.
<<X>>
I drift in and out of the void. There are faces I can't recognize. I could hear something in the distance. People I can't prescribe a meaning to. Their existence escaped my cognizance. They were strangers I didn't know. Nobodies as far as I was concerned, and who exactly was I?"We have a John Doe here. The burns are severe. It's like someone force fed him an intravenous with hydrochloric acid. How is this person even alive?" There were people surrounding my bed. "He was brought in by a man named Nero, and his girlfriend by the name of Kyrie. Apparently they cooled him down with some liquid nitrogen. I am not sure how he survived that either. I have absolutely no idea what I am supposed to do with this! There is no way we can save him--"
I spit in the man's face. The blood coating his glasses.
It was even sizzling.
"I will be... the judge... of that." I growl. "I am not dying in this bed." I reach for something I wasn't sure what but it began to heal my less severe wounds. "Get to work."
"Alright, great! Another freak. He better not be a demon like last time because I swear--"
<<X>>
"So, what do you think?" The woman was beyond beautiful. A brunette whose bronze eyes held within them an unconditional kindness. She was one of the people who saved me. Kyrie was her name, and this was her orphanage."It's great!" I was still on crutches. Honestly, I am not sure how I survived either. I was covered in badges, and there was a cast around my left leg, and my right arm. "What more could I ask for? A warm bed, and a ceiling over my head? It's a steal."
I felt like I was taking advantage of her.
"You didn't have to do all of this though. I can find my own place--"
"Do you have any money?"
"No, but I can find a job--"
"In your condition? You're barely clinging to life as is. You need someplace where you can heal. It's alright. Nero makes enough for all of us."
I couldn't help the feeling of shame.
"I'm not some deadbeat. When I get better? Just tell me what you need done around here. I can help clean, and cook. If you need something fixed? I will try to figure something out. Whatever you need. I will make it up to you."
I swear her smile could brighten up anyone's day.
"I will keep that in mind."
<<X>>
“Hey, how are you doing?” I hear his voice in the doorway by the hall. I was doing the dishes. It was the least I could do after everything they did for me. “You settling in alright?”“I am doing great.” I don't bother to turn around and face him. I focus on the sink in front of me. There were a few stubborn stains that refused to go away. “How's Kyrie?”
“She's putting the kids to bed.” I hear him walk up beside me. He rolls up his sleeves, and grabs a few dishes. A sponge in his left hand, and his right hand...
Yeah, I never could get used to that. I felt a shiver run down my spine. I always felt something was wrong about it. It was a familiar kind of wrong.
It always gave me a headache.
“So... you remember anything yet?” The man's name was Nero, and I owed him my life.
“No.” I lie. There were bits and pieces coming back but nothing important. I still couldn't even remember my name. “ I'm just another John Doe.”
He frowns at that but continues to help me wash the dishes.
“Are you sure that's it?”
He could see through the lie. I knew he could. I could feel it. I knew that's what he was thinking. I don't know how but I knew.
“I...” I put aside one of the plates. “I have been hearing things lately.”
He raises a brow at that.
“What kind of things?”
“Secrets.”
I turn, and face him. “Feelings. Emotions, and impressions. It's hard to describe.” I close my eyes. “I get glimpses sometimes. It's not of the past. It's like I am seeing the future. My future.” My face scrunches in frustration. “I can see your past but I can't see my own.”
“It sounds like you might be hallucinating--”
“When Dante gave you the Yamato why exactly did you think that was?”
I hear the shattering of a plate.
“How did you know that?” There is something dangerous in his voice. There was a tinge of suspicion.
“I told you, Nero. I have been hearing things. I have been seeing things. It was in my dreams mostly but it's gotten worse. It's every day now even when I am awake.” I lean against the sink. “I don't know what I am. I don't even know if I am a human being.” Those demons... perhaps I was one of them?
“You're human.” It was after a pause that he answered me. “I would have sensed it otherwise.”
“The Devil Bringer?” I nod my head. It would have reacted to any demonic power.
“Yeah, the Devil Bringer.” He goes back to washing the dishes. “I guess I am not the only weirdo in this house anymore.”
“No, you're not.” I smile. “So, you up for some sparring later? I am feeling better now. I could probably go a round or two.”
“I think you need to rest. The last time you almost got yourself killed.”
It was an agonizingly slow process. I hadn't healed completely. I still felt like I had been hallowed out by something. It wasn't just my memories. My body was in shambles.
I had almost died when they found me on their doorstep. Just outside their orphanage.
I was a bloody mess. The broken bones were nothing compared to the fact I had almost been cooked alive. I had a temperature of over two-thousand degrees Fahrenheit. My brain should have melted. Along with the rest of my body.
There was something that kept me alive. I am still not sure what but I could feel it.
It was everywhere. It was in everyplace. It didn't matter where I was. It was there.
It was suffocating. I couldn't escape it.
“What the--” I feel someone catching me as I collapse to the floor. “Damn it, Kyrie call the ambulance!”
Ģ̴̧̠̫͖̱̘͔̍̌͑̑͜ͅa̷̟͛̈́̅͐̔́͊̃̏͐͂̕l̸̢͑é̸̡̨͇̜̹͓̳̘̱̮̲͊͑̽̾̈́́̐̒̍̅̈́̍̄͝ͅͅn̷̡̻̜̝̪̲͈͓̰̰̭̞̠̠̄͋́̍ ̸̝̞̯̙̼͍̟͉̣̏͗͠M̷̨̛͚̳̜̝̙̗̰͓̲̋̍͛͆̏̊̂̃̾̆̊a̴̜̦̕ͅŗ̶̼͙͔̬̣̗̹͍̯̭̦͂͂ͅȩ̷̧̛͍̰̺̰̲̲̮͇͙̱̈́̏̌͌͆̉̎̉̏͂͘͝k̷̡͈̱̱͔̦̫͓͖̬̲̙̱̒̽͠ͅ
A voice? I could hear a voice. I felt a surge of fury. I hated this person more than anyone else.
T̵̝̙̫̿͌̓̎̓̔͐͋̀̚h̵͙͔̯̟̾͛̀̀͌͝a̷̝̓͗̔͋̊̊̓̀̀͛̄̚̚t̶̨̡̘̫̭̆̎̓ ̸̧̰̪͙̤̲̅̈́͌̏̅̔̈͂̃͗̄͝i̶̛̛̺̤͛̇̂̒̈́̀̉̂̓͆̒̄̕s̴̛̛͖̰̤̯̹̙̯̯̠̫̝͓̘͑̓̒̇͂͐̇͑̃͝͠ ̷̥̟̥̜̪̅̀̀̂̿̈́̉̓̋̓ý̸̥̻͋̈́̈ǫ̸̠̱̜͑̾̅̈́̎̓̆̌͘ư̷̪͎̱̩͔̩͖͑́̑̊̈͌̄̀̃̄͒͗r̷̨̛͎̜̬̦͈͕͙̓̽͂̄̀̒̐̏̇̌̀͒͝͝ ̵͚̥̟̆̐͜͜n̸̢̮̣̳̙͔̤̝̘͎͒͌͘ȁ̷̭͉͓̮̘̩̗̪̲̙̂͛̈͒̚͝͝m̶̛͚̻̹̩̥̤͕̾̈́̐̏̊͆̈́̌̃̎̒͘e̸̠̮̤̤͌̀̒̆̊̒.̶̞͚͈͍͍͖̆̕͜
“You bastard! You took everything from me!”
I lost everything because of that man. My... master.
“D-Darth Vader.” I ground the words out. If I had looked in the mirror I would have seen my eyes flash a brilliant amber. “I will kill you.”
I fade back into that abyss. It was threatening to devour my very soul.
I̶̠͚̝̩͍̼̰̮̫̊͌̊̌͌͜͜'̸̢̢̣̻̬͇̯̹̘̜͕̮̯͉̹͙̰̺̥͂̔͒̈͊͐̏̌͆̂̾̓̽̍̂͊̂̇̽͝m̸̧͚̹̮̣͕͔̉͒͑̎̏̍͛̎̈́̐̓̏̄͘ ̷̞̺͍̝̜̪̟̤͖̻͈̗̱̣̻̘̐͋̈́̕ͅś̷̨͇͕͙̞͎̼̞̗̩͓̰̖̤̐́̌͗̑̅̂͋̈̄̂̇͛̆̑͛̄͌̈́̏̏̋̆̚o̷̲̹̘͚̼̱̦͍̳͎̗̭̗̫̍̓̾̆͛̄̿̈͐̚ŗ̴̧̯͇̻̥̝̺͔͍̜͓̭̤̺͓̼͙̹͓̗̗͙̜̇̅̾̓͐̍̄̈́̿̽̔̾̀̏͆̽͘͝r̶̨͎̲̞̰̺͇̙̟̩̺̺͉̬̠͔͔̮̘̤̠̟̤̱̰̟̻͔̬̀͐̆̅͊̎̓̆̓̑̎̑̊̏͐̈́̈́̿͆͛̚͘͘͠͠ŷ̵̨̨̨̬̦̼̭͇̦̺̤̭̝͖̬̩͖̯̯̩̈̑̀̆̂̒̏́̊̏̕͝.̵̢̢̛̮̙͓̻͚̟̰̝̻̘̞̫̖͈̓͐̃̓̾̈́͌̅̆͊̑͂͌̋̓̅̈͋͊̌̄̔͆̾͌̚
<<X>>
It wasn't a problem for Nero. He dealt with worse before.
As I said before I owed the man my life.
Comparatively, I was much better off now. A mild temperature of a hundred and four. The headache was the worst part.
However, the painkillers took care of that quickly.
When I push myself back out of the bed. I could already feel the rest of them here. Nero, and Kyrie. They were asleep.
Did they really stay here overnight? I shake my head, and I couldn't help but let my face break into a grin. I was lucky that I found friends like them.
“Galen Marek.” I experiment with the name. It was mine. I was sure of that. “Galen Marek.”
Darth Vader.
I grab my head.
How could I have forgotten about him?
“What else is there?” It was still murky. I knew he was important to me. I hated him but there was another feeling.
Reverence. Worship.
He was my master. I served him dutifully.
I shouldn't have. I feel that same burning sensation in my chest. That hatred was directed inwards this time. At myself.
I did horrible things. I knew that much.
“I just wish I could remember what they were.” I stand up, and grab a blanket from the closet. I move towards the duo. Nero was snoring but his Devil Bringer was tightly clasped around Kyrie's hands. They were leaning into each other.
Dead asleep.
I cover them with the blanket. They would catch a cold otherwise like that.
“I have a name!” I smirk. “Guess I am not a John Doe anymore.” There was something that sounded like relief in my voice.
I was somebody again.
<<X>>
“Galen Marek, huh?”“It's a good name. I think?”
I swing the sword a few times. It was a remnant of the Order of the Sword. One of the mass produced blades they used. It wasn't anything as elaborate as Red Queen but I made due. I was sparring with the devil hunter, and I was getting better.
I could remember the forms in my head. They were coming back to me. The Juyo variant of Form VII for acrobatics and aggressive offense not unlike Ataru from Form IV but not as restrained when utilizing the dark side, and the Shien variant of Form V for defensive and coordinated maneuvers. I excelled in both but I couldn't say I was a master in all forms of dueling.
My master made sure I at least knew the basics of all of them. It was useful for hunting the remaining members of the Jedi Order. I couldn't go unprepared against any of them.
“You've certainly gotten better.” I was actually holding my own. If it wasn't for his demonic power? I would be pushing him back.
I had to test myself. How far exactly could I go now? I was crippled but not completely.
In the first time for what seems like forever. I allow the force to flow through my body, and I become the instrument of it.
“Stop holding back, Nero. If you don't I might hurt you.”
He tilts his head, and gives me a cocky grin.
“Yeah, sure--”
I don't let him finish before I become a blur. The force greatly accelerating my movements beyond that of any human being. When my sword clashes against Red Queen's edge? The devil hunter is hurled backwards surprised by the force of the blow.
He underestimated my power.
“What the hell was that?” The devil hunter pulls himself out of the new hole in the wall.
“You remember how I am psychic? Well, I can do more than just read minds or tell you your fortune. I can make myself faster, and stronger.” I dash forwards clearing the distance between myself, and the young man. “I can even--” I slam my palm against his chest. The force explodes outwards knocking the air out of the devil hunter's lungs, and sending him tumbling out of the garage. “--do this to you.”
“So, you're telekinetic?” He coughs. “Interesting.” The Devil Bringer begins to glow, and a spectral hand hurls itself forward. I leap backwards, and allow my instincts to take hold.
Any distractions would be a mistake. I couldn't afford to think. I didn't have the time. I simply had to let the force guide my movements. I had to let it become an extension of myself.
After all, it was. It existed within and without. It surrounded, and penetrated. It kept the world from falling apart.
Rahm Kota had a great deal of wisdom to share.
I was becoming myself again but I was changed. Juno most of all saved me--
That was when a ghostly fist propelled me through a brick wall.
It seems that I had forgotten my own advice.
“Ouch.” I was laid flat on my back. I groan but manage to get back up. I look through the hole in the wall. Nero had a cheeky grin. “You know, this could have been someone's house.”
“Not after everything that happened but you already know that don't you?” The devil hunter approaches me. Red Queen levied onto his shoulders.
“Yeah, I do.” The corruption within the Order of the Sword. Sanctus, and his hunger for demonic power. It was the same regardless of where I went. There would always be people like that.
I am a blur as I swing the sword upwards, and deflect several bullets from Blue Rose. The devil hunter was starting to take me more seriously. He was treading the waters just like I was.
In order to test what my limits were.
Admittedly, I don't think I am as powerful as I used to be. The damage I had done to myself might even be irreversible.
It would have to be enough.
I make use of that frustration, and turn it into power. As electricity crackles around my fingers, and erupts forward as lightning from my fingertips.
Nero is surprised but only for a moment, and he brings up his Devil Bringer to shield himself from the blast of electricity. The ghostly specter of an arm materializing in front of him.
It doesn't stop it. The blast of lightning tears through it, and forces the young man through at least a dozen buildings.
I drop the sword in my stupor. I wasn't expecting it to be that powerful.
“Nero, are you okay?” I run towards him but long before I can reach him I am blown back by an explosion of demonic energy.
“Not bad.” His voice was distorted. His eyes were glowing a bright carmine. A figure stood behind him. It wasn't just some ghastly appendage anymore. It was a demon.
I felt it again. The dark side.
Perhaps demons were but another manifestation of it? A product of the dark side in their underworld.
Their hell.
I could only theorize on what exactly the truth was. It didn't help that my memories were still a convoluted mess.
I close my eyes. I felt for it.
It fell into this world clenched tightly in my hand. I reach outwards, and from the orphanage my lightsaber flies back into my hand.
“I should be more serious about this myself.” I turn it on. It was Rahm Kota's lightsaber but I had exchanged the crystal for another. The cerulean blade hisses to life. The weapon could cut through nearly anything. In the right hands not even phrik could stop it.
I wasn't sure I was that powerful anymore but I was once. Perhaps I could be again.
“Is that--” Nero looks disbelievingly at my weapon. “--is that a fucking laser sword?”
“Yes, it is a fucking laser sword!” I look at the weapon, and for the first time I enjoy the sight of it. Before it only reminded me of everything I lost. “You can't have it. It's mine.”
Now it reminded me of the friends I gained.
The blade crackles with electricity. As the dark side flows through it. I move, and the building I am in explodes.
The gravel beneath my feet erupting from the epicenter of the shock-wave, and showering the dilapidated buildings around me in shrapnel. I move so quickly that the world around me seems to slow to a crawl.
The devil hunter tosses Red Queen aside, and reaches for his katana. Yamato. The sword that had separated the human world from the demon world.
It was thousands of years ago but for these people it must have felt like yesterday. What with all these demons running amok.
Assuming an Iaidō stance? The devil hunter is ready for me. He quickly unsheathes his weapon the moment I am in reach, and my light-saber clangs against it. As we cross swords? Whatever magical properties of the blade kept it safe from my lightsaber. It would not let me through. I allow the force to fill every fiber of my being, and I push harder.
A normal person would have been reduced to paste.
Not this devil hunter. No, he was cut from a different cloth than the rest. Instead he pushes back. The demonic power desperately trying to match the endless reservoir that is the force.
There was but one problem. Both of our bodies had their limits.
That is when we crash, and fall to the ground. Almost destroyed by the very power we wielded against each other.
“Uh, how about...” He pants. Absolutely exhausted. “W-We call this a tie?”
“Nonsense, I won!” I hack a wad of blood into my hand. “Clearly.” I start to wheeze. My everything was acting up. Is that one of my kidneys starting to fail?
“Really?”
He gives me an annoyed look. As if to say he wasn't buying it for a second.
“Alright, fine. A tie.”
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